24.5.08

When was the last time u cried?


thats one question i would normally ask close close friends during mushy moments over coffee. its "funny" to hear a variety of reasons why some people cry. in some weird instances, in some unexpected moments, something would just come up and trigger some emotional distress.

just when u thought that everythins goin on smoothly and life is all good, in a snap, past experiences just crawls into your head and totally change the way you look at life, at least for the moment. worse, people whom you would like to totally delete from your memory comes crawlin along with those memories.

makes me really sad that in this world, no matter how good you try to be with every single human being around you, there will always be those who would take advantage of that kindness and hurt you and dont even feel sorry for it. bad.

experience, they say, is the best teacher. i agree. and with those experiences, i learn. i should. forgive me but i dont think kindness should be given to everyone. some people just dont deserve it. harsh but true. we just have to learn the art of "co existing" with these people; and ensure that our kindness dont get abused. believe me, nothing is worse than realizing that some people just came knocking into your life for some selfish reasons. ouch!

so when was the last time u cried? i just did.....