A Bali Experience... 10:26:00 PM

april 19 saturday, just got back from a total of 8 hrs long flight from Bali (stopover included). got home @ around 6pm and immediately headed to sleep! Boy i missed my bed and pillows so much! franz and marky were inviting me out to go with them in their repective saturday nite gimiks unfortunately i had to beg off since i badly need to catch up on sleep. zzzz around 8pm!

anyway, it was my 1st Bali trip and yeah it was "nice." too bad i wasnt into the "pictorial mode" during the entire visit for some reasons so im only able to share a few shots from this trip. here u can see the resort where i stayed for 4 nights - Melia Bali Spa and Resorts. great facilities.

Bali...i would say is a heavily publicized destination to tourists. quite noticeable that most of the guests in the resort were about 80% tourists! The beach isnt as great as our very own Boracay though. and yeah Boracay can actually compete with the rest of our asian neighbors' resorts.
the visit to their "kuta market" was not as exciting. little choices of good souvenir shops compared to Chatuchak of Bangkok. i just bought my usual ref magnet for souvenir, Bali starbucks city mug (which i collect), and a few other souvenir pieces for my new home. nothin fancy. but would love to go back next time for pictorial purposes =P

and yeah, its good to be back home, at least for the next few weeks. back to the same old routine of work-gym-home-work-gym-home cycle every single day hehehhe. til my singapore trip in may 5.....

Tell me why??? 10:12:00 PM

for some reasons i have been quite disturbed the past weeks or so when i know i shouldnt be. or should i? currently in Bali, Indonesia (more about this trip in my coming posts) supposed to be enjoying but somehow things just cant go out of my mind.

you might want to help find aswers to these questions?

tell me why some people can just get themselves stuffs when they know they cant afford it / they have more important obligations to fulfill?

tell me why some people can just come into your life (w/o you asking them to), make you feel so liked and wanted, then drop you at a time when you have started liking them already?

tell me why some of us can just like someone when we know in our minds that it wont get us anywhere from the very beginning?

tell me why no matter how hard we want to forget that someone, that someone remains stucked in our head most of the time?

tell me why some people, no matter how good they are, would always fall prey to "wrong" ones?

tell me why some people can find it too easy to ignore / forget the good things done for them?

frustrates me really. tough ones but true. tell me why.....

Memoirs of a broken heart 9:39:00 AM

we all have gone thru our own heartache experiences i believe. im no different. only varies on the intensity and the effect that it had on us. i believe mine made me a better person. thank god. will write more about it in my future blogs. for now allow me to share excerpts from my friendster blog written during the height of my most painful past some 2 yrs ago. these are thoughts, pains, anger, frustration and all that ive felt during those trying times. ive managed to survive. so can anyone who might be goin thru the same scenario. read on.....